"Bridal, but not like i'm trying!"

Today I'm venturing up to canada for one of my AMDA girls, Dolly Allisons, wedding!

She's going to be a BEAUTIFUL bride! Here's a link to her wedding blog if you wanna check it out. I've been totally stalking it since she started it. She's got so much class, it's been fun to watch her wedding come together.

About the title of today's blog, I have a confession. As you have probably guessed, all subsequent post's have been titled with Legally Blonde the Musical quotes. This blog is a bit of an imposter, it's titled from the legally blonde musical. Very serious stuff. ;)

So the diet has been going SEMI-well. 1000 calories was fairly unrealistic, each day has been clocking in at 1200. Which I'm ok with. 1200 is the goal the Hollywood girls use. I was just trying to one-up them with my 1000 calorie goal. heh, FAIL. :) On the plus side, I HAVE been working out EVERYDAY! So proud of myself, I'm acctually just about to go do that now. I spent the past 45 minutes trying on dresses and flinging them to the floor in attempt to find "the perfect dress" from Dolly's wedding.

Confession #2: I cracked on my diet last night. I discovered Ben and Jerry's in the freezer. *sigh*

Usually with sweets, I just get excited and dive in. Last night I grabbed it and had about a 30 second inner monologue where I debated about whether eating one bite might be ok because it would satisfy my craving and not compeltely derail my diet. Lies. I had a bite then decided I needed to step back, so I called my mom to chat. She wasn't there....back to the ice cream. There was only about 1/3 of a cup left. 270 calories to be exact. I was currently at 645 calories for the day. I did it. Then I was bemoaning my lack of self control and needed something ELSE to cheer me up.

 chips. There was about 1/3 of a bag of those left. gone.


Junk Food: 1
Becca's Self Control: 0

Today WILL be better. I think. There will be cake though, and everyone knows it's bad luck to not eat a piece of cake at a wedding.

 Although I did decide I didn't want to get married anytime soon...So maybe it wouldn't effect me?